Give Me Some Sparkle

Mohammad Omar Farooq

Ya Rabbi! O my Rabb!!!!

I want to say the most gracious things,
But what I really shouldn't, I say;
Help me with your loving touch,
So that my words brighten someone's day.

I want to do the most wonderful things,
But what I really shouldn't, I do;
Guide me with your inspiration,
So that I can carry my life through.

I want to dream the most beautiful dreams,
But what others say so difficult I keep dreaming;
Tell me more about that everlasting Garden,
Just the mention of which keeps my face beaming.

I want to think the most hopeful thoughts,
But my mind just wanders around;
Whisper to me again your words of assurance,
So that thought for others in me abound.

I want to write the most happy writing,
But my pen fails me in what I write;
Why don't you make me Your pen,
So that my words can reach new height.

I want to paint the most lively painting,
But stale and lifeless is what I paint;
Give me some sparkle in my life's brush,
So that I don't portray a perfect saint.

I want to sing the most melodious song,
But even I am not moved by what I sing;
Let my voice play the tune of your love,
So that to some soul joy may it bring.

I want to be like you want me to,
But often I find my wish is not my command;
Help me harness the power from your blessing,
So that my mind becomes your wish-wand.

Amin.

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